Kayo in England

I have been interested in learning German for a long time.
I have tried to teach myself using some textbooks and CDs.
Of course I asked mu German husband to teach me German.

But it is not so easy to keep studying by myself.
I always ended uo to give up.

So I have decided to take part in a German course at the college.
I have found a good course for my convenient time, starting this September, though I have also found that I am not qualified for the course. The course description says that the participants need to be residents of EU for more than three years! I have been in EU for only 2 years....

I emailed the college for enquiry though my email was ignored.
Then I phoned them, their answer was not clear and they said I need to be there to be checked.

All right!
And I just went to the college.

I insisted that I have an EU citizen husband showing my passport and Home Office stamps.
And......I was accepted to the course finally!!!!

So.......I will be a college student once a week from next week.
I am so excited!!!

There are good energy and bad energy.

When you smile, think positively, or be active, you are sending some good energies to the people around you. Especially criticizing has very strong negative power. That's why I decided not criticize anything on my blog. Since many and unspecified people are visiting my Japanese blog, I don't want to spread the negative energy to the people including strangers.

When you are dipressed, think negatively, or critisize something, you are sending bad energy others.

You are sending the energies not only to your circumstances but to yourself.

When you forced a smile consciously, it is a fake.
But even fake smile can change your feelings.
When you smile, you might feel that some kind of warms come into life inside of you. Then the fake smile turns to a real smile.

That is one of the good energies.

So I have been tring to smile consciously.
Also I try not to critisize others.

But when I am tired, I sometimes show my tired face to others more than I should do. Sometimes I can not help critisizing something although I have decided not to do....

So I need to remind myself to smile to send good energy and not to critisize others to stop sending bad energy to the world.

Let's send good energy to the people around me and to myself.
That means I am sending good energy to the world.

My Japanese blog is open for public.
There are no limit for it.
Open blog is fun, making friends, find interesting communities....There are many possibilities to make use of it.

But I would like to keep this private.
So if you want to read this blog and make comments, please ask me to send the invitation for you. 

This is the third attempt to write a journal in English.
First at "tripod", second at "blogger", and then blog.co.uk now.

I have a Japanese blog at
http://plaza.rakuten.co.jp/chamokayo/
So if you want to read Japanese journal, visit this address.

At first, I started the English blog to improve my English skills. But I gave up easily......

Honestly to say, this third attempt here is just for my husband. Whenever I write my Japanese blog, my husband is jelous because he can not read Japanese!

Let's see how long I can keep writing here.....